In less than a month's time, I will be losing Snail Tan to army.
Still having mixed feelings about it :(
We have been staying together (almost everyday), having all our dinners together.
Everyday after work, we take train home and have dinner while watching Channel 8. Then we bathe and watch dramas and prepare for bed. It has slowly became a routine for us.
Then all of a sudden, I have to go home alone everyday, settle my own dinner, go home and stare at walls and sleep alone (OMG really getting teary T_T)
I never really thought I will be so affected by it (honestly)
I thought I am mature and cool about this kind of stuff so I am always telling myself '2 years pass damn fast one', 'Weekends can see also','At night can talk on the phone','Now maybe even sometimes can video call' blah blah blah.
But aiya, the feelings just sucks damn badly T_T
I am still hoping for a short trip tho since I already applied leave for that whole week.
(HEHEHE I know I keep saying)
Hope the botak-to-be boy will miss me as badly as I will miss him T_T
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